In my last blog, I said that there was a small possibility that I would return if certain issues cleared up. ESB does not seem to be improving after three months; discussions feel low-effort and spammy, reviews are done for the sake of attention rather than being honest, article quality isn't getting better, and it's not a fun place to be anymore.
I feel that I've been happier and more productive since I left this wiki, since checking Recent Changes was starting to become a chore. I deleted ESB from my browser history and now I don't feel tempted to visit it anymore. I'm going to leave ESB for good now, and retire permanently.
Thanks to all the great friends I've made on this site.